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| Xanga, I bid thee a fond final farewell. Please understand, my love, I am not leaving you only because MySpace is the popular way to go. Please don't think that about me. All my friends are switching to the MySpace way of life and without others to read what's in your pages, you're pointless. I want you to have a point and purpose in life, darling. I will alway look back on our times together and be filled with happy memories. With this I bid you, Farewell | | |
| I am as sick as a dog. I haven't had to stay home from school since- get this- KINDERGARTEN. It was grad.... I was SO ticked off that I couldn't make it because everyone got REAL (construction paper) graduation hats and certificates! I was stuck at home with Grandma babysitting me. Grr.. So now is the second time I have had to stay home sick and guess what. Winter drumline auditions are today. Isn't that fantastic. Sarah is going to ask Sekelsky what I can do then text me the answer. Here are my options: stay home today and get an extra three days to practice, stay home and get an extra one day to practice and come in after school looking like a thing risen from the dead, or find out I have to be at school and come in late looking like a thing risen from the dead. Any way I have to do it I AM trying out. If I don't make winter drumline I will sit there for months beating myself up just like I did- and am still doing- about honor choir. Now I'm thinking about honor choir. I hate that I didn't make honor choir. I used to think I was this fantastic singer- and all YOU people fed my ego by agreeing with me... true friends would have told me how bad I stink at it so grrrr- but now that I'm pretty sure I'm not I feel like my entire life has been snatched away from me. If you think about it- singing is something I have loved to do since before I can remember. I cared about it even before band. So honestly, a singer is who I am. And now that that has been taken.... who am I? Ok I think I'm done brooding. Leave comments. | | |
| It's been forever since I've updated..... I really have nothing to write about. Hey Lynerd Lynnerson you are SO coming to Winter Formal I don't care WHAT kind of band practice you have that day. This is an ORDER.  I'm really excited for Winter Formal. It's in exactly one month. I already have my dress and shoes picked out. I'm wearing this red spaghetti strap that goes just past my knees.... in the back it's lace-up.... skinny at the waist and flaring out in the skirt. It's really pretty. I'm wearing the same shoes I wore to grad (even though I swore I would never wear them again.... hehe.... I actually wore them to school one day.... SHUT UP they're SOOOOO cute just because they're uncomfortable as Bob doesn't mean I can't wear them). I don't know how I'm doing my hair yet. Probably just curling it and pulling it back like I did for the tennis banquet...... Prolly gonna paint my fingernails red and silver...... I think that's it. If I'm really freaky that day I might even *drumroll* wear MAKEUP *audience gasps*. I doubt it though *collective sigh of relief*. So anyway.... that's all to write about.... Leave comments..... Happy Drum Month, y'all!! | | |
| Yeah so today was pretty much amazing. I was in an ok mood for the first three class periods but then choir rolled around. We sang all the coolest songs- We get to sing Slow Dancing In the Snow!! I loved that song when we sang it in middle school and now I get to sing it again!!! I'm so excited!! XD We also sang Sleigh Ride- I have loved that song since Billy Gilman and Charlotte Church- two of the greatest singers on this earth- did it in a duet. I pretty much hate the alto part on it but since I love the song as a whole I love the alto part. Simple as that. And the other altos were being nice to me for once (although this could be because for once I wasn't all OMG don't look at me~ I'm beggining to wonder if maybe they don't think I'm a little stuck-up)! I love being in a good mood. Like... other people will be in terrible moods and you come in all bubbly and happy, and they eventually start being happy too. I love that. I try to simulate good moods all the time for that effect but wow it's so much better when it's real. Anyway, GaGe is pretty much the sweetest guy in the world. We were having one of those goofy, "I love you" "I love you more" wars and here is what he said: "I'm not going to argue with you.... because my heart does not lie. It loves you with all of its being and if you love me more than that then so be it. But I just want you to know- I love you as much as I possibly can." Isn't that the sweetest thing any guy has ever said?!?! Yeah so I'm gonna go now just because I feel like it. | | |
| Ok I really have nothing to write about... I just wanted to put in this totally awesome picture: 
That's actually the same picture put in four times. It's so chaotic!! I love it. I could stare at it for hours and never get bored. Oh, btw.... Today marks the beginning of international Drum Month. I hope you're all excited. I totally am. 
AnyHOO, I'm gonna go now. I love you all -Ashl Ray Rashl Fee Fi Fo Fashl Nashl No Nashl Bay Bashl | | |
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